In the Shadows

No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows

In the shadows

In the shadows
I've been waiting

First day of my life

I feel like I'M STONED, I wanna be alone, just for a while unknown.
Weeks on the road, a long way from home, just shut off the phone.
And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours.
And you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong.
Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!yeah! yeah!

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side.
Together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness.
Still feels like the first day of my life.

Remember the times together we swore: Never give up this life.
Still hanging on, still going strong, here I belong.
And maybe I'm crazy but I just can't slow down.
And maybe I'm crazy but at least I'm still around.
Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! yeah!yeah!

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side.
Together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness.
Still feels like the first day of my life.

Feels like the first day of my life.
(Feels like the first time)
Still feels like the first day of my life.
Still feels like the first time to stand here by your side.
Together regardless we'll walk through the darkness.
Still feels like the first day of my,
still feels like the first day of my,
still feels like the first day of my life.

Guilty

(Woah)
(Yeah)

I feel
guilty
My words are empty
No signs to give you
don't have the time for you

You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed
But so have you

Guilty (woah), guilty I feel so
Empty (yeah), empty you know how to make me feel

I put a shield upon you
I didn't mean to hurt you
would've only poisoned your mind
Never meant to make you cry

You've been so thoughtless
I can see right through you
You used to be there for me
don't you leave and say goodbye
Cause you have changed, but so have I

Guilty (woah), guilty I feel so
Empty(yeah), empty you know how to make me feel

I never thought that the time and the distance
Between us made you so much colder
I'll carry the world on my shoulders

(whisper) Guilty,

Woah!

(whisper) Guilty,

Yeah!

(wisper) Guilty
Guilty (woah)
Empty (yeah)

Guilty (woah), guilty I feel so
Empty (yeah), empty you know how to make me feel

Guilty (woah)
Empty (yeah)

you know how to make me feel

Guilty (Woah), so guilty
Empty (woah), so empty, you know how to make me feel